So I heard the news a few days ago. It's only hit me properly today that he's actually gone. I've been a fan of the Jackass/CKY crew for about 6 years now. The thing about the guys from Viva la Bam and that is that it's all reality, so it feels like you "know" them. It's strange. But yeah, this has made me pretty upset! A part of the appeal of their silly stuff they did was that whenever the horrible things that had happened over the years from war or natural disasters that have occured, when I just watched the jackass movies or viva la bam, it would just make everything seem good again since it's just so light hearted and stupid . However, now it will be bitter-sweet to watch any of my dvds again after Ryan's death. I'm so glad that he got to share himself with so many people!