I first came across Silverchair when I stumbled across this pro ana website. I was 12 at the time, and this was the beginning period of what later turned into my issues with food. (I am reluctant to use the term eating disorder or depression because I was never officially diagnosed. Also, I’ve met a lot of people who had it much worse than I did and I feel that using those terms would be an insult.) Ana’s Song was pretty much touted as the anthem of the pro ana movement on this website, but this was before the explosion of illegal downloads on the net and the birth of Youtube, so I was not able to find it. I did however, look them up on wikipedia, only to find a bad picture of Daniel (one of the "thou shall not speak of" in the SS) with half of ben and chris' faces cut off.
3 years later, it is about 1:00 AM sometime in the winter, and I am sitting at my computer in my room, wearing 6 layers of clothing while finishing a paper for class. The idea to search for Ana’s Song on Youtube suddenly dawns upon me. I watch it and sit there for the next 10 minutes in shock that someone could so accurately describe the battle in my head. About a week later, I discover Miss You Love and fell completely in love with it.
I googled Silverchair, only to come up with fansites that had not been updated in the longest time, and people asking on forums whether Silverchair was ever going to release another album. I also found that same terrible picture, this time with Ben and Chris complete faces.
6 months later, my Christian teacher shows a video bashing all the MTV bands and musicians. I agreed with the video until I saw Silverchair show up. They were bashed for the Israel's Son and the murders. I hadn't heard Frogstomp yet, but I couldn't believe that somebody who could write Ana's Song would also write something so terrible. (This was before I found out what the song was actually about. Promoting violence, my ass!
I was pretty sure Silverchair had broken up since there was no news for such a long time, and I wasn't really paying attention....and then one night I was listening to Loveline and I heard Daniel's voice...and I jumped out of bed and danced for joy in my room! IYKLS came on and I thought it was kinda weird, but I loved that there was a orchestral arrangment, and eventually I was won over.
EDIT: I just realized that I didn't put a date on this. I came across the pro ana site in either 2003, or February of 2004. I think it was right after he married Nat. So I didn't really suffer the hiatus, lol. I discovered them at the beginning and fell in love several months before YM was released.
Wow that was long.
Y'alls turn.






